me very happy..she is coming back today already..... can see her already....

hope that everything would turn out fine for us..

tomorrow she will be back...but dunno that will she see me or not ? will her parents will check on her? will her parents appoint an investigator to check on her?

i am just worried for her own safety.

at times, i do not understand why a parents could not be supportive enough. to me if i have kids in the future, i rather my kid tell me what are they doing rather than doing it behind my back. if what he or she did is wrong, i will advice but i will still support him or her. thats the right way to show your support. if a parents always wanted to do their own way without realising what their children feeling, this will lead to the children hating their parents more and more. they will tend to retaliate. hmm.... i hope that everything will turn out fine...

today she curi curi sms me...somemore telling me her new number....

today is the first time ever i cried for a girl..i really do miss her so so much..... just hope that her parents will be nice to her.... i really hope so...

Can anyone answer this question..

What is life ?
Where do we see life ?
Where can we feel life ?

When come to think of it, why are we here ?

Why do we need to go through so many things such as poverty, sickness, old age and etc ?

Until now these messages is in my mind which cannot be answered..

what is life? what is love? i also dont know how to explain all these.. in my life, relationship always fail...a failure in me...or maybe the other parties...

i love a girl..but her parents strongly object us because of her studies...i say i will let her graduate but her dad insisted that i do not keep intouch with her...maybe her parents wants her to really study and dont think of relationship...i told her to cool down...now just listen to what her parents have to say....listen to her parents..and we keep our relationship low...

i had already told myself, if this relationship does not work out, i will remain single for the rest of my life....dowan to get involved in any relationship anymore cause i am really really tired in it :(

Since 2006 until now I did not post anything at all. Dont know what makes me feel like posting back again. Maybe because my buddy or Kenny Sia had inspired me to start back my blog. hmm... i have a lot of things to share.

I will try my best to share out as much as possible.. mostly would be my life story on up and downs... i guess it will be mostly down..

such a long time i did not log in or blog..maybe i am not an active ...so i feel like want to blog back so that I could release my stress and tension on what is been going on with my life...

now i am working for a bank and based in peejay. working as a release specialist...dont ask me what i do ... but really make me wonder..

next whole week, i will be on leave, going for a short trip at east coast..visiting 3 states...pahang, terengganu and kelantan..hmm....

me going through a lot of problems..but what to do..rather than avoid the problem, i face the problem..through this it can make me to be a better person in life..

Hmmm...Such a long time I did not update this blog. Luckily I still remember the password. Now I am attached with Hewlett Packard. I am in a department called Trade Helpdesk. I am specializing in handling one of my company customers that is DHL. I am doing 1st level troubleshooting for them before I escalate out to the onsite engineer. I will now try to update this blog every day or 2 days.

So about my life, nothing changes. Been through the up and downs. Every single one of us will have to go through it. I had been through the worst of the worst. I was at one stage that I only left RM1.00 with me in pocket and bank. Yeah. I was a very big spender. Imagine I can over limit for one gold card, one classic card and one charge card. Where I spend it at? Hmm...hotels, foods, discos, pubs and many more. Now I am slowly saving back all my money. Don’t know when I can start a new life again.

Then now got a court case going on against me. Is a bankruptcy case. The case is for my car that I sold last time and had not been transferred the name. And now the bank is after me for the outstanding loan amount. I was been pushed from one party to another party. Even the police and MCA Complaint Section also unable to help me. So what can I do? Now I can’t even purchase a new car or even a house at all. I am still young. I can earn back the money. Even I lost my job now also, I will still survive by working part time or even open a fried rice stall.

I think that’s it for now… Wait till the next update.