tomorrow she will be back...but dunno that will she see me or not ? will her parents will check on her? will her parents appoint an investigator to check on her?

i am just worried for her own safety.

at times, i do not understand why a parents could not be supportive enough. to me if i have kids in the future, i rather my kid tell me what are they doing rather than doing it behind my back. if what he or she did is wrong, i will advice but i will still support him or her. thats the right way to show your support. if a parents always wanted to do their own way without realising what their children feeling, this will lead to the children hating their parents more and more. they will tend to retaliate. hmm.... i hope that everything will turn out fine...

today she curi curi sms me...somemore telling me her new number....

today is the first time ever i cried for a girl..i really do miss her so so much..... just hope that her parents will be nice to her.... i really hope so...

Can anyone answer this question..

What is life ?
Where do we see life ?
Where can we feel life ?

When come to think of it, why are we here ?

Why do we need to go through so many things such as poverty, sickness, old age and etc ?

Until now these messages is in my mind which cannot be answered..

what is life? what is love? i also dont know how to explain all these.. in my life, relationship always fail...a failure in me...or maybe the other parties...

i love a girl..but her parents strongly object us because of her studies...i say i will let her graduate but her dad insisted that i do not keep intouch with her...maybe her parents wants her to really study and dont think of relationship...i told her to cool down...now just listen to what her parents have to say....listen to her parents..and we keep our relationship low...

i had already told myself, if this relationship does not work out, i will remain single for the rest of my life....dowan to get involved in any relationship anymore cause i am really really tired in it :(